-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
BOO!
Leon☆rd says:
boo!
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
phew
Leon☆rd says:
u not studying meh?
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
i was abt to ask is tat u
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
i trying to study
Leon☆rd says:
ok
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
hmm.
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
why?
Leon☆rd says:
nah asking
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
orh.
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
u nt gg to reply my sms liao?
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
here?
Leon☆rd says:
ok
Leon☆rd says:
like nothing to reply lei
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
haha
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
den okie lo
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
hmm
Leon☆rd says:
hmm?
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
nth
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
u nt gg to take yr lunch?
Leon☆rd says:
hmm soon ba i guess.
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
orh
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
hmm.
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
can i ask u sth?
Leon☆rd says:
hmm?
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
hmm.
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
can u tell me wat u feel are the differences in our character?
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
hmm. did i ask a wrong qn...? =/
Leon☆rd says:
nope
Leon☆rd says:
hmm.
Leon☆rd says:
im trying to find the right word
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
oh.
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
hmm. oki
-]] u're irreplacable.- says:
can i say tat one thing is tat i always make things look so complicated, but u tend to look at things as it is, and much more simplified den the way i do?
Leon☆rd says:
yup
Leon☆rd says:
correct
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm oki
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm. any other major diff?
Leon☆rd says:
hmm.
Leon☆rd says:
u get to be angry easier
Leon☆rd says:
all these are not ur fault but just the difference bwtween us.
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hmm. orh.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i asked cuz i just wanted to be sure that wat i think of our differences are the same as the ones u think
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i've been thinking quite abit. not referring to those emo thinking but as in, serious thinking. and also looking back at a few of those unnecessary issues and stuff.
Leon☆rd says:
hmm then wat have u came out w?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i always end up letting my emotions to take control of the way i behave and think. and from that feeling i start to think so much more. whn its actually so simple. maybe at the very initial point u tell me sth i might be like,"huh.. warao" den i get upset or unhappy but actually i dun hv to dwell in it. but i always did. cuz i nv think logically but more of emotional thinking
Leon☆rd says:
yup
Leon☆rd says:
thats the whole pt.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
and now tat i spend all my time to think and reflect, i hv come to an understanding of the whole thing.
Leon☆rd says:
hmm.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm?
Leon☆rd says:
nothing
Leon☆rd says:
just hmm thot u going to say more?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
oh
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hah
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm.
Leon☆rd says:
hmm?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
now tat ive alr realised the prob with me, im trying to come to terms w myself. as in, since i noe tat i make it complicated cuz i think overly much, based on emotions, i must always remind myself to keep it simple and just look at the issue as it is. and not sth else or sth more.
Leon☆rd says:
yup
Leon☆rd says:
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
as for my temper, i think agn its because i feel too much into sth many times. so actually there's nth to be angry abt, i still get angry. agn, its like i dun hv to think so much abt it cuz there's nth to be angry at all. but i just make it so confusing for myself and worsen my emotions, den i cant control it well aft tat.
Leon☆rd says:
hmm yup
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
so ya, i must not let myself think with my emotions. i think actually many times those issues we have, we actually can work a solution out peacefully and easily, but i always lose control over my emotions before we even discuss a solution. den end up tat cause both of us to be unhappy
Leon☆rd says:
hmm yup
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm? u wanted to say sth?
Leon☆rd says:
u are also too strong headed over ur emotions
Leon☆rd says:
like when ur emotions fill u up, u only think that ur emotions are right and thats the way it is
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm.
Leon☆rd says:
i wont say ur emotions are wrong but when all these issues happen u must from the view of the other party first.
Leon☆rd says:
u will tend to understand eventually. aft a long time when its usually too late.
Leon☆rd says:
so ya
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i think i just cant seem to think rational whn i end up letting my emotions take ctrl, whn i think complicated
Leon☆rd says:
yup
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i noe i can take control of my emotions. i noe i can think simple.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
but i need to remind myself constantly
Leon☆rd says:
yup correct
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
isnt it good now that at least we both noe ive straighten up and come to an understanding of everything?
Leon☆rd says:
yup
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
(:
Leon☆rd says:
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
u're also happy abt it rite?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm.
Leon☆rd says:
yes
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
(:
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
hmm. u nt gg to eat yet?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
u not hungry meh?
Leon☆rd says:
it be ready soon
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
oh
Leon☆rd says:
have u eaten anything?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
er
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
not really
Leon☆rd says:
then not goin to eat anything?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
er
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i dunno
Leon☆rd says:
hmm.
Leon☆rd says:
have something so eat ba k
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
maybe biscuits, can?
Leon☆rd says:
cont to take ur regular meals
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):
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i just cant seem to be able to do it
Leon☆rd says:
just have something light to eat now and then ba
Leon☆rd says:
thats if u think u can take anything heavy
Leon☆rd says:
but if can then just do so lor
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
everything i eat, i eat b4 with you. and the thot tat u're nt arnd makes me feel so..
Leon☆rd says:
silly.
Leon☆rd says:
u still have to eat
Leon☆rd says:
anyway my lunch is ready. i go eat liao k
Leon☆rd says:
will talk to u later.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
orh.
Leon☆rd says:
u go eat something and study first ba
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
orh. i wil try to study ba
Leon☆rd says:
when u feel like talk to me then just text me or something then i'll talk to u here.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
orh.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
)':
Leon☆rd says:
y?
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
i cant do w/o you. life's so hard w/o u.
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
)':
Leon☆rd says:
we'll try to improve on our sides first k. then i beilieve fate will bringus back
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
sobs. i cant bear moments w/o u. its so tough.
Leon☆rd says:
only on tough moments we will learn better.
Leon☆rd says:
dont think so much for now k
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
are u feeling just as tough and painful to be far too?
Leon☆rd says:
yup
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
):
Leon☆rd says:
but we'll have to take it k
-]] u're irreplaceable.- says:
sobs. orh.
Leon☆rd says:
just let nature take its course while we learn to be better.
Leon☆rd says:
then we will see the results.

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